I've hit a bump in the road. It started around Sunday. I didn't want to do crap. But it was Sunday, so I didn't. Monday was the same, but I at least got on the treadmill. Yesterday I did an errand and put out the trash. And that's it.
I look around and see that my housekeeping is going down hill again, and my mind pretty much screams at me when I realize I need to get off the couch for anything.
I'm apathetic, and I'm not sure why. But I'm about to do the music/coffee/sunlight combo to see if it helps. Maybe I can be apathetic while in motion.
I just can't seem to generate enough concern over my own level of apathy...
ReplyDeleteI hope you're just having a bit of self-inflicted Seasonal Affective Disorder (or whatever it's called when people get down in the dumps due to lack of sunlight).
I definitely know that feeling.
DeleteI'm pretty sure it's not 100% SAD because I'm like this all year 'round. But thanks for the nice wishes.
Lack of sunlight really sucks. I think this past winter it's hit me the worst of my sun-less Alaskan winters. More it's coupled with some other things going on, and just making it all much much worse.
DeleteHow've you been doing D?